God's tears

i notice
the rain that is falling

but is it the
rain that is falling,
or is it
the tears 
that fog my eyes?

but maybe
it is tears,
but not mine,
that are falling down?

there is a relief
that i may not be
the only one crying
in this place

God maybe sharing
my pain
and crying with me.

he could be
disappointed

disappointed in humans,
how terrible we
turned out -- 

--hurting each other 
over and over
with selfish intentions
of becoming more loved?

drawing more knowledge
for ourselves
only to hurt others?

have we all forgotten
that of which 
gave us the power
to open our mouth?

His intention was for
you to speak of Him
and of love

but instead,
you use the mouth
given to you
to say cruel things
and hateful words?

it wouldn't take
a second thought
to realize why
God would be crying

His reasons for weeping
are deep and true
but He still loves us

why?

why love something
that can't love You?
why waste the time?

i'll be sitting here,
crying over the hatred
given to me,
but i will not love them
for their words

why do You?
why must You care
for those who do not
even acknowledge Your exsistance?

is it out of pity
those who do not know You?
is that the reason You
love them?

is that what You
love me?
You feel pity 
for me?

we must be alike
we are both hated
and loved,
but hated by the majourity.

crying for the
same reasons,
You and i
we must be alike.

You aren't disappointed 
in them,
so i won't be either.
so i can be like You.

and we'll still be
crying at
the same time

---mindie bolce